okay, so far, my week isn’t going well for me… yesterday, I’ve been told about what i’m doing right now isn’t going to take me anywhere. i mean, i know that, but why are you rushing me? i admit i’ll be having a baby, and my wife if half the world away from me. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN DO I HAVE TO ENDURE?? actually, i am hurt.. deeply, not because of i’m away from my family, well, that is. but what really tears me apart is knowing that you cause my dreams, and hope to vanish into thin air.. maybe it was a mistake to come here…. the funny part is I’ve been given options..!! it’s either i get my wife here asap.. or go back to be with her, but lets not forget that “IT” also gave me consequences. YE HEY!!! if i get my wife to come here, and stay with me, you know we’ll be having money problems( that is a given, REALLY) or i can go back if hopefully find a job that can pay for our needs(you know, this sounds easy, but the problem is 3rd world countries don’t really have that much of opportunities). so pretty much i’m stuck in a no win situation. so what should i do?. I’m thinking, i really hope an opportunity hits me in my f*cking face letting me know “This is it! you bastard! don’t let go of me!” so i could leave this place. and i don’t have to deal with things that gives you hope and shatters it right before your eyes. i’m just down at the moment. hope i can get back up and think of it as nothing. am i the only here who sees what i’m trying to do? the progress i’m making? always keep in mind that i take pride of my work. Even if it’s the worst job they you throw at me. i do my best.
why can’t they see that?
HOW I LOOK AT EVERYTHING 